Epilepsy

My dog has epilepsy (seizures) and... I'm sad because of that....
Today she had a seizure and she bit her tongue and I saw her like "puking blood"... that image shocked me and I can't stop crying

No matter how hard I pray, I know that god can't do anything... so from now on I'll stop believing.

I love her so much..... I... I can't let them kill her.... I won't......

And now my mom is angry and I don't know why...
She doesn't stop yelling...... 

My christmas gifts!!!

soo yes! I got a lot of pressies!~
I'm really happy!!! I got pokepark pikachu's adventure!! I played all day ;u;
I'm loving it it's soo cuutee!!!
But enough of that! Now I shall show you my pressies! yaay!

From me XD

From my dad

From my mom

green yoshi from my mom

From my Boyfriend

"Santa" XD

From my boyfriend

from my boyfriend

from my boyfriend

from my mom

from my boyfriend

from my boyfriend

from my Aunt

From my dad

And another from santa!!!!

Love ya guys! Hope that you got what you asked for~

Everything went good

Soo about my piano thingie, yeah, I missed some notes but whatever, NO ONE NOTICED IT! n_n

It was amazing! nothing went all wrong as I espected >w<

And now, as I'm always late (D'oh) I will start a christmas drawing for deviantart!! Ohyus!!!

It's gonna be magical! So just wait and see!!!!~

Oh, and about my miku stuff that I promised, I think I'll show you that when I open my christmas gifts *w*!!!

Bye-q!

Piano

So today is my piano presentation
But I can't play my song!!! aargg!!!
It goes wrong even if I play it 4 or 5 times!
Maybe I should draw a little and then go back to piano thingy e_e

Wish me luck! It's 15:48 here and the presentation is at 20:00 e_e

I'm like excited and pissed off
Excited because OH MY LORD!!! all a year going to piano classes to finally play it in front of everyone!
Pissed off because I can't play the song >_<
I'll keep trying... but now I think I need to rest
Bye-Q!

Neutral...

Today I'm like..... wanting to cry.... wanting to hit something... wanting to jump for happiness...

I'm a emotional disaster right now!

I'm sad/mad because my bf is in brazil... and he did SOMETHING STUPID that he promised me he would NEVER do that kind of stuff again....

I'm hating him so much... When he is back I'm gonna kick him in the nuts.... really hard.... and the a big punch!!!! He will never forget me ._.

Worst, he did it near our second month of being a couple.... wich was yesterday....

Today at 3 am I couldn't stand it anymore,... I cried like five seconds.... then I was like what the hell... and then I got mad....

Now I'm happy because I'm drawing again...

Drawing like I used to draw when I was happy.... yep, One drawing after another... and that makes me happy...

I love to draw.... really is like.. y drug O_O;

But I can't stop thinking of what my boyfriend did....

I just imagine how was it... what happened...

Images go through my head over and over.... is like if I was there in brazil watching everything....

I even think what it would be like if I was there....

That's why... I never can be happy... there's ALWAYS something shitty to make me depressed or neutral... just like now....

Besides... what do you do when you are angry???

Me, I hear Tool songs... because it's like the singer of that group gets angry for me XD!

To San Pedro / Koda the dog

Guys this is soo exciting!!!

Tomorrow [monday 13th] I'm going to San Pedro with my ex-classmates!

Well maybe the ones that know what happened are wondering "why are you going with those bullies?"
Well it's actually because this will be like a "goodbye" to a sorta-friend I had on that class.

Aaaand that exactly day my boyfriend is going with his classmates to brazil!
Cool, isn't it?? *w*

I love January in chile... cuz it's SUMMER VACATIONS!!! *w*
or summer break, whatever XD
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Animal Crossing

Sooo I was playing with my boyfriend animal crossing wild world via Wi-Fi and I remembered a glitch but I couldn't remember how to do it... soo I tried to youtube-it and I couldn't find it....

And then I remembered I had an animal crossing site!!!

I had it since two years ago and such XD

sadly the glitch wasn't there either...

But it brought me back so much awesome memories...

Check the site if you can please :)