Today I'm like..... wanting to cry.... wanting to hit something... wanting to jump for happiness...
I'm a emotional disaster right now!
I'm sad/mad because my bf is in brazil... and he did SOMETHING STUPID that he promised me he would NEVER do that kind of stuff again....
I'm hating him so much... When he is back I'm gonna kick him in the nuts.... really hard.... and the a big punch!!!! He will never forget me ._.
Worst, he did it near our second month of being a couple.... wich was yesterday....
Today at 3 am I couldn't stand it anymore,... I cried like five seconds.... then I was like what the hell... and then I got mad....
Now I'm happy because I'm drawing again...
Drawing like I used to draw when I was happy.... yep, One drawing after another... and that makes me happy...
I love to draw.... really is like.. y drug O_O;
But I can't stop thinking of what my boyfriend did....
I just imagine how was it... what happened...
Images go through my head over and over.... is like if I was there in brazil watching everything....
I even think what it would be like if I was there....
That's why... I never can be happy... there's ALWAYS something shitty to make me depressed or neutral... just like now....
Besides... what do you do when you are angry???
Me, I hear Tool songs... because it's like the singer of that group gets angry for me XD!
I'll do what I always do when I have something lenghy to comment on. (although I'm usually the angry one when I'm doing it. XD)
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Today I'm like..... wanting to cry.... wanting to hit something... wanting to jump for happiness...
I'm a emotional disaster right now!
~That's what I'm mostly like in school, to be completley honest. XD mostly the second one.
I'm sad/mad because my bf is in brazil... and he did SOMETHING STUPID that he promised me he would NEVER do that kind of stuff again....
~No comment, I don't want to rub salt into the wound...
I'm hating him so much... When he is back I'm gonna kick him in the nuts.... really hard.... and the a big punch!!!! He will never forget me ._.
~Cheap shots always seem to work don't they... if not, you could always do what I do and go for the ears... XD
Worst, he did it near our second month of being a couple.... which was yesterday....
Today at 3 am I couldn't stand it anymore,... I cried like five seconds.... then I was like what the hell... and then I got mad....
~I don't have a GF, but I'd probably be mad too...
Now I'm happy because I'm drawing again...
Drawing like I used to draw when I was happy.... yep, One drawing after another... and that makes me happy...
I love to draw.... really is like.. y drug O_O;
~Speaking of drugs, a new pocket tanks update came out while you were gone. I'm addicted to it now. XD
But I can't stop thinking of what my boyfriend did....
I just imagine how was it... what happened...
Images go through my head over and over.... is like if I was there in brazil watching everything....
I even think what it would be like if I was there....
~ah... Those kinds of things are very hard to forget, aren't they...
That's why... I never can be happy... there's ALWAYS something shitty to make me depressed or neutral... just like now....
~Same here, however with me it's usually naive ambitions being shot down by something. ...or someone. (not you, BTW. XD)
Besides... what do you do when you are angry???
Me, I hear Tool songs... because it's like the singer of that group gets angry for me XD!
~I just try to ignore it by eating. ...and doing something else.